I think I went about 8 days or more feeling good; then several more weeks not feeling depressed. But I'm back to depressed. Damn, this really sucks. I'm having some strange reactions to the medication (at least that's what I'm assuming) and the worst one is that I'm feeling very sluggish, in thoughts, words and actions. It's left me feeling dull, slow and apathetic. Plus I'm not sleeping well, so being tired is complicating the sluggishness. I'm finding it really difficult to even write.
So what does my doctor want to do? Add more medications into the mix. I can't decide how I feel about that. I guess I'll try it for a little while longer--try to get an effective combination. But he says that it may be several weeks before I get some relief. Big sigh. I needed relief months ago, years ago even. So what's another couple of weeks?
There were a lot of things I was going to write, but I can't seem to draw my focus. It's probably best I end for now and try and pull my thoughts together another time.
So what does my doctor want to do? Add more medications into the mix. I can't decide how I feel about that. I guess I'll try it for a little while longer--try to get an effective combination. But he says that it may be several weeks before I get some relief. Big sigh. I needed relief months ago, years ago even. So what's another couple of weeks?
There were a lot of things I was going to write, but I can't seem to draw my focus. It's probably best I end for now and try and pull my thoughts together another time.
2 comments:
Title says it all. That really really sucks.
You really should try methylfolate. You have nothing to loose and everything to gain.
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